I think I'm lithromantic/akoiromantic(?) Which, on one hand, explains quite a bit. On another I really dont appreciate it because for as long as I've been running from it, I've been a pos for just as long for dating anyone. This is, in my humble opinion, bullshit. And I hate how I can understand it and I can feel that it's true because I don't want to be like this. I just want to love and be loved. But noooo