I'm struggling so bad with substances and adicti0n. I've been trying to quit because I want to be a nurse and do nursing for college but my substances are pulling me back. What kind of nurse does drvgs? I want to quit but no matter what I do, I'm back at square one. I can't get over my addiction. I feel so useless because of ts. My druvgs is also wasting my money. I need higher d0ses which needs more money. I'm already struggling with addiction, what about fees? books? etc.? I don't know what to do. I'm starting to think I should pursue drvgs till I 0verd0se instead. I hate myself because of this. I barely have friends who don't do vic3s. My friends are either a drvg dealer or have a vlce adictipn like me. Whether it's caffeine, wved, piIIs, sh, whatever. I'm so not in the right path nd it's KILLING me. I'm just a 19year old with a w33d adicti0. I've been doing drvgs since 9 years old. Please help, idk what to do 🙏 let's just say I can't get help or talk to someone in my condition.