Sometimes I feel like a whole ghost, not just from my friends but my family as well. Since not until recently I noticed how nobody ever answers me, from calls to messages and even talk whenever I say something and have to repeat myself 5 different times. Sure, it could be because my voice is to soft or low, but even if I raise it up at a good amount, I'm still ignored! My own mom wouldn't even answer me when I kept calling her, and fyI, the room was quiet. So, it be no surprise I'm always in an upset mood. Nobody ever cares for me, yet if I even gave them the same treatment, they did me, I'm suddenly the asshole. Nothing is making any damn sense at all and all I can do is be nice to fake folks who think they the shit, but they just smell like shit.