I'm ATCUALLY going to kill muself tonight. I've been so drained since my girlfriend broke up with me because I was trying to rush things I just want a girl to love me without them making me feel weird. I really thought she was the one for me. My stepmom has been pissing me off recently by saying how I don't do enough, like I understand how I've been rotting away in my bed for the past week but before that I was so good, doing things walking around. I hate being the older sister. I can't even get myself to smile anymore, I can't even cry anymore, everything feels so... empty. My hypersexuality has been getting worse too.
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