I am so tired of feeling this way. Everywhere I go whether it’s work or home I feel so undervalued and under appreciated. I wish someone cared about me in the same way I cared about them. I mean today at my retail job I had an associate who was in a horrible mood and they just didn’t want to do anything or be helpful. And they always get so negative when they get into their “moods” and it just really affects me because I am a manager and when I ask for simple task to be done they always chalk it up to “what’s the point.” And then I come home after not hearing from my partner all day and from them not picking me like I asked them too, and because they were snarky once and I didn’t appreciate it they are now not talking to me. So now I’m spending parts of my night crying on the bathroom floor of my partners grandparents house wishing she would care enough to check in on me but I don’t think she will and she is going to sit on her phone instead and watch tik tok while I vent while crying