tbh i really like someone, being around them, talking to them. it's not exactly a crush but more like... i really want them to like me. i have a tendency to act like a secretary for the people i "like". where i don't necessarily want anything committed but i want to do anything for them, knowing that at the very least they have a sense of fondness for me(?). but in this case im completely unsure if they even like me sometimes. and im certainly way too clingy. im not someone who knows how to express affection properly. i feel like i can be sycophantic or not affectionate enough. it's too much or too little.