I have this one ex who won't leave my mind, because they never gave me proper closure. Maybe, it might be because I still have feelings for them, I hope not. They seemingly manipulated me, after all, and I am a fool. Then again, my mind is foggy. By all means, I should forget about them and move on. They hurt me, things didn't work out, and that won't change. They have done bad things. Not just to me, but other people. I cannot trust them. But, at the same time, I pity them. They have been hurt as well, I have seen it. I might be the cause of some of it, and I feel guilty. I want to try and speak to them again and apologize, perhaps finally give my mind some rest. Maybe then my mind will stop drifting back to them. Around this time is the anniversary of an event where they really hurt me, so perhaps that is why I remember. I wish that they weren't this way, I do... I can't change people, though, or the past. They likely don't care about me anymore and they never will. I am a fool.