my girlfriend of 6 months broke up with me, she was one of my closest friends, my life, someone I felt connected to. Let me just say, I have really bad attachment issues, I hold onto someone so quickly and never want to let go since my mother left me when I was 10, so when I realized she loved me back after I loved her for 3 years, I was so happy. she told me she wanted to break up over text because I held on to tight and I rushed things to quickly but pushed myself away since her and my other best friend were really close, like REALLY close and I thought I wasn't wanted, like they would be fine without me. when she texted me i sat on my floor not crying, not talking, not panicking for 3 hours before i started crying as i curled up into a ball. i was so stupid to fall in love that quickly, I was naive. we lost our friendship that night and wouldn't even try to talk. she had me blocked before i could text back. i had no one to talk to since parents are homophobic, no one will talk to me