I feel like I have this strange obsession with wanting to be everyone’s favorite person and to be chosen, it just sucks when I’ve gone through my whole life knowing that I’m no one’s first thought, so I over compensate to try to be. It seems to come so naturally to others, where people just prefer them but I just feel as if I’m never good enough. I get weird and jealous I don’t show it but it’s a thought in my mind when I see somebody I want to be closer with be closer to somebody else. And I hate that about myself, I hate that I feel this way and I hate how I create my whole cause of hurt and pain because of this. I just want to be noticed for once, and not have to notice others first

I just don’t know what to do. My man hasn’t wanted to touch me or talk to me In weeks since he’s friend came into town. We live together and he used to be all over me. He couldn’t go an hr without texting me or calling me. Now I won’t hear from him all day and when he comes home from work he ignores me. Am I not enough?

I’m not really sure how to go about this. This guy and I were talking and flirting back and forth. We met on a dating app. He told me he adores me and really likes the potential we carry for a relationship. Today he tells me he’s not sure if he’s ready for a relationship and he didn’t want it to seem like he dragged me on, he asked me to come over last night I couldn’t and today he told me he wants to talk as friends and he just needs time to see if he’s ready for a relationship. Like kt makes me feel like why was he flirting and why did we go on a first date if he wasn’t sure if he was ready for a relationship.