Im 20 and I feel like my life is already over. i just completely lack passion or motivation, I don’t have any goals or interests or hobbies. I havent done anything to make my parents proud, I don’t have any plans for the future, I don’t know what I want to pursue for a career. Everyone I know is not like this, they love things and do activities and go out a lot and study something they love at university. I feel like such a failure compared to everyone around me but at the same time I don’t even fucking care to improve my life. I can’t be bothered to pick up any hobbies or try new things. I avoid hanging out with people. Im just lazy and boring. I just dont understand how everyone seems to have their shit together and i dont. and i also shouldnt be complaining because my life isnt even hard and i have access to every basic necessity and more yet all i can do is wallow in self pity.