I'm high right now. I'm bipolar and unmedicated/currently unable to get medicated. I use weed instead. I always feel like such a fuck up. I keep thinking about just packing up and leaving after I graduate high school. And just disappearing. I wouldn't tell my mom, wouldn't tell my bf, not my sister or dad or best friends. I'd just leave as far as I could because they don't deserve to deal with how fucked in the head j am. But then I get high and jfs fine but not rn. I think I'm breaking everything for me family and should go live far away to not bother them ever.
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