So fed up with my "best friend" of 8 years after ignoring me several times and talking about me behind her back with someone I hated. She's never been the same after getting a boyfriend and (don't wanna be rude) became kinda male centered when she only ever wanted to talk about her relationship. I literally have to listen to her rant about her life problems yet she acts brand new when I tell her about something from my end. I completely lost it when she asked what I meant when I told her that my grandma got abnormal results from a mammogram. This is just one of the many faux pas I had to endure from her. I've come to the conclusion that I don't believe we are suitable anymore since I feel betrayed and utterly misunderstood by her. The thing is that she's been there for me when I wanted to disappear off the face of the earth. So if I leave I'll just feel guilty about it and disloyal. But if I stay I can't just trust her not to talk behind my back again.