My dad had diabetes and kidney failure, after a lot of years he finally found a transplant donation for him, the transplant worked...but...he had an internal bleeding as my mom left the hospital while we were cleaning for his arrival the next day but... The doctors didn't notice the bleeding so he died the day before he got to go home, I miss him so much, even though he had anger issues and sometimes abused me for no reason at times, I still cut myself i don't know how long I can last on this earth anymore... I'm sorry...