I have always been bullied, fromy bieng ugly to having long hair to being homosexual. I don't like how I look, I don't like anything about myself except my hair, my hair shows who I am and I have made a plan, if I'm cutting more than half off them my friend will know that I'm not mentally well as my hair is the only sign of what I want... Yet, my family wants me to cut it "So it would grow" but I don't want it to grow, I want it the lenght that it it. It's the only thing I don't feel anxoius or hate about myself. I have wanted to break bones, cut off limbs, cut myself and even kill myself but it's rare that I want to cut my hair. I know that I'm not mentally well but that doesn't give my family the right to tell me to do stuff that mentally cuts me in half! I have trauma from them, they have pulled my hair and ears so many times as a child and they want to "be better"? The only way they can be better is to visibly show me that they are, can and are willing to help me!