I had a dream last night that I was hanging out with a friend and we were just having a wonderful conversation and then he went to show me something, but he leaned forward and then just decided to kiss me. He went back for a second, a third, until it aas just a mutual makeout. But the thing that got me, was even in my dream I was telling myself it was just a dream. I was going to wake myself up because really?? I feel so sad and alone im dreaming about just being wanted first?? But I didn't, I let the dream continue just so I could enjoy that moment. Eventually when I woke up I just stared at the ceiling. Fuck man just Fuck.