im 16 and about a few months ago I told myself I was at my lowest because I got grounded. very stupid I know but now I really am at my lowest i think. this past month I have got raped, was homeless for 3 weeks got maced 5 times and now theres rumor of me fcking my sisters boyfriends dad. because of all this happening I ended up relapsing on p. people in this world are so messed up and I have no one left to talk to about this so I came here. anyways that's it I guueessss.