(for those struggling, please search up findahelpline site for hotlines. take care everyone, you're important) tw for religion. lately, ive been thinking of leaving my religion. its not that i dont believe anymore. but.. idk. lately its been so weird. all these verses, and the nights ive spent crying, feeling so evil and writing poems. the fact that i am inherently a horrid sinner. it is so confusing. i feel so hurt. and lost. and. idk. im so scared to leave tho. how will i help others i cant easily reach? how can i hope for those hurting in other countries? im so unsure. idk what to do. thats all.