I wish I could of been more outgoing about stuff. I never really reach out to people I know because I think that they wouldn't respond or want to talk to me. Which brings me to my next point that I wish I was more social and really hate that part of myself that I don't talk to people enough or have any connections. If I had networked with other people, I wouldn't be in the current position right now. I really do hate myself as a whole.