m genuinely so sorry I'm sending this I don't normally send stupid little vents like this but I'm just really not in a good head space right now and this is shitty and probably gonna stress you out more and I'm sorry for that but I just really needed to say this to somebody and right about now I have like 3 people on my contacts that don't hate me. I honestly have no idea of I'm even going to still be here by the end of the week but I just really needed you to now you are really the best thing that's happened to me other than getting my cat and thank you for even so much as being alive. Even if it didn't feel like it you've helped so much more than I could've ever asked (For somebody I hold very close!