My mom has cancer and everyone is acting like it’s some small thing or that I’m dragging it. Which is so stupid because she could literally DIE. And I have a friend over and she like always gets so rude and like is self centered and just like ugh only cares about herself. Like why can people not understand I don’t care about there stupid stuff my mom could die. And it’s not just that my mom could die, no one gaf about me. My stepdad is a POS. My dad is such a deadbeat ahole. If my mom dies i seriously won’t live. My dad doesn’t have a job again so im stressing out if he’ll even be able to afford rent or utilities. My mom being sick from chemo means she cant help around the house and no one else does so I have too. On top of that I have a worsening substance problem. So must nights I’m taking care of my mom and cleaning the house before passing out drunk. My life suck so bad I hate everything and everyone. Plus my ED is getting so bad lately (I have Mia, and ARFID) so yeah life is good