this has really triggering topics esp of sa im a transguy and i saw this tiktok recently that was like "guys cant get sa! guys when they get saed:" and then it shows a video of some kpop idol or smth holding a hot glue gun and it kinda squirts out you get what the person is tryna say. and instead of feeling anything normal, i feel really jealous instead. i know its awful and probably selfish and i hate how thats how i feel. i hate that im jealous that a guy is able to ejaculate cause i cant even when its in the context of talking about sa. i feel so annoyed at myself for being like this.