I just don't want to be alive anymore. I don't understand why. I know I don't have any real reason to feel the way I do but sometimes I wake wishing I didn't. Other times I daren't go to sleep fearing the same thing. Why must I crave earth yet fear it's embrace. I just want to move on from this life, it's agonizing making me stay so why can't I just kill myself and get it over with. Will this help with that? Probably not but I really needed to say that
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
A poem I made for people who struggle with sh: (cutting specifically) Here's a version tha...
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