I sometimes think about how it would feel if I choked myself and died, I don’t know when this thought gained form but these days it’s something I want to do more than ever. The feeling of being like a burden on my family eats me away every night, I am still young and of course I would need financial support but I’m so stupid and just the worst at everything, if I disappeared at least my family would be more financially stable and maybe everyone would be a little more happier.
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