I feel horrible, my fiancé might leave me for it, it makes me feel even worse, I was thinking about doing it tonight, leaving the world and after this conversation, searching for a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on and reach out to and the response that I got? It’s not even a consideration anymore, I’m 70% sure of it, I’m lonely, I’m sad, I have no friends, I have nowhere to turn and it bothers me, I just want to be loved, I just want to be seen, I just want to be understood, am I worth it? Am I even worth loving? Because I am starting to feel as if no one in this world does and therapy doesn’t work, the pills don’t work, I don’t know what to do anymore, I just want to be loved.