i hate my sister drinking. i seriously despise it. i hate alcohol. she's the one who caused me to be this way in the first place. Look i don't want to go out and be a victim here but let me be clear when i say i'm fucking tired of her and my cousins bullshit. 6 years. 6 long years i had to put up with both of them and it's draining. To just having to keep hiding it from my parents even though she's gotten caught multiple times. Same thing with my cousin. And of course with or without the threat it's still lingers in my head: don't tell [whichever family member] otherwise i'm never talking to you anymore, we're done. Or i'll hate you. or think you're a snitch. i mean, my sister thinks my cousin has a problem but she doesn't think she does. like she isn't better? Anytime she acts like what she does isn't so bad i always recall back to when i was 13 and she put a hole in my door w/ her knee/hitting/fighting w/ me. or when she vomited and i cleaned it up w/ my bare hands. I was 11 then.