even when i vent I sit and think how do I make this complaint worth listening to. There's something objectively unlistenable about the way I talk about my issues. And I know what it is really. the way you speak is so unloading. Putting everything out there the weight of it all and expecting others to carry it is selfish. I can't say to never talk about your feelings but I dunno. Do you think that maybe some of the issues you cling to are only there because you're clinging to them? It's mean but idk. Do you really. Errr. Are you anything at all really. Like. Is there anything in there. Im looking inside and I can't see anything. I don't even know why Im being so mean rn. I feel like my inner self is hunched over the toilet and throwing up.