My closest friend, whom I love and adore, likes telling me personal information about her and her bf. Like, really personal. They haven't actually done it, but they do kinda like very intimate stuff, and she tells me everything. I'm not in a relationship, and I love getting the tea. But every time she tells me this stuff, I get all shaky and almost panic. One of my fears with her is that she ruins her life by getting pregnant, but she's smart enough not to. But something in me knows something's off. I don't know what, but it hurts me every time I hear something. I'm practically scared of nothing. And I don't want to directly tell her because again I love the tea but I also want her to know how I feel. One day, I hope i get over this fear knowing she's in good hands, because I love her and want her to know I'll always be here for her.