i hate my husband. he's a piece of shit with no consideration and he's always putting double standards onto me with zero awareness/care to uphold the same standard to himself. he's been unemployed for weeks now and won't let me drive to work but instead will keep the car "in case he needs to go somewhere" where the fuck do you need to go you need to just stay your ass at home and save money. we have no savings because he always wants to go fucking spend money on something. we have no money for groceries and i haven't brought lunch in weeks because i never am able to cook anything at home because we have no money for groceries because he always wants to eat out. so then i have to buy lunch and it's usually fucking cup noodles. why do i have to work all day and then also cook dinner. just once i would love to come home to dinner if i worked all day. but it will never happen. he doesn't consider me or care for me like i care for him. i'm tired of being the one who cares more.