I wish i could sh just one more time until it bleeds, but I made a promise with my bf for not doing it again. He's so annoying. And the way he cares about me is just so annoying. I want to die.i want to die. I wish I could just hang my self up in my roof. Can't imagine how surprised or maybe happy all of the people who knows when I'm dead. Will they be laughing at me or tearing up? I wanna know. But I'm too scared to die.. I need something that can make me lose consciousness forever pls 👍