Idk I have too many words in my head rn I could probably write a book. I just don't know it's one bad thing or day after another. On top of what my family put me through I've been through so much. Stuff I have to say would baffle a psychiatrist probably. Why is it so hard to be validated. Why is the world so unkind. Why is it so callous. Why are there so many users. Oh hey can you do this for me so I can take advantage of you or I'll puff up like a baby if u don't. Cough cough nextdoor neighbor. Good riddance fucking user. I was legitimately kind to them and they thought I should be their unpaid on call at anytime taxi cab and food giver. YEAH NO. Fuck that. Why do people take advantage of your kindness. That's bullshit. I don't even know anymore.