There's this guy I like, and he's older than me. We've know each other for 4 years now, and I really want to tell him how I feel. I've liked him ever since we first met, hut I never told anyone because of the age gap. It's so weird because when we moved separate schools he continued to text me. Sometimes we wouldn't talk for 2 months straight but then we'd bounce back and talk. Since he's older, I've always found myself being formal, and so was he with me. But at the time, he made jokes, and even teased me; now though, we barely chat unless it's to play video games together, and I feel like all the deep conversation we shared, and years we spent talking to eachother has all gone to shit. When we were classmates, everyone said he used to have a crush on me, then again, the age gap is fucked up. It makes it even worse that he spend a ton of money just to buy me skins in the game we play together, even buying a matching valentines skin for me and him. Like; WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME BOY?!?