I've had a friend for a realy long time and shes wonderful don't get me wrong, but all she ever talks about nowadays with me is her other friend group and how fun it is with them. I know she doesn't want me around them, and they probably don't want me around her. I feel horrible because all I ever want for her is to be happy. I've been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, and she makes me feel so much better, but ever since this friendgroup came along, it just feels like I'm the second choice, like she's always in a call with them. She never mentions me to them, yet shares my jokes with them. I feel like I'm being jealous, but I've just never had a friend who's close with me and lasted this long and I'm scared to lose her and go back to feeling more lonely.