I went to the temple i hate going to temple i feel scared idk why ,my family is religious so yeah my mom sent me to go and like buy banana flower and milk to give it to God.i didn't want to wait,whenever I wait to give my Prasad to the Brahman the old aunties always break lines and enter so I have to wait for a long time so I thought I should just throw these away and go to home and lie that I did the Puja but I didn't feel like wasting so I just placed the flower and milk on the table nearby maybe someone coming there would take that intentionally or by mistake and do the Puja And thought I'll take the bananas and give it to the poor asking for money outside the temple a older lady was begging for money she even stopped me i handed her the bananas she said no she wants money i said I dont have any money with me and asked just take the bananas she just said no like any other beggar wouldve accepted it and the lady next to her asked for it and i gave her, but wondering why she said no.