I've been friends with this girl for a while now, and we've even dated in the past. A couple of months ago she began to make new friends while I solely focused on her. Eventually that caught up to me and we we're no longer close and stopped talking. We became friends again, but it isn't the same. She has a new best friend and I can't even move on. She barely responds to my texts while I respond almost immediately when I get a text from her. I even made my own do not disturb just so I can block out her texts and make her wait for my response like she's done to me, but even then, I get too impatient and get a slight hope she actually wants to talk to me. It's summer now and were out of school, and all I get to see is her spending time with others while I'm alone in my room. I'm going to a different school next year, so hopefully I can finally move on, but I'm so scared that no new friendship or relationship will ever be like the one I had with her. I just want to move on and find someone