Everything my whole life has been pain and suffering. I know im a good person I know ive helped so many people but I have no one to help me. Im so sick of struggles and im so sick of being hurt. I've experienced every form of abuse possible in my life. I've been Out of work since the end of March I cant pay my bills next month. I have a lot of health issues that are going untreated because I have no insurance. My son has a lot of health issues. My other son is going through a lot of stuff right now and I cant do anything for anyone not even myself and im having relationship issues atm and I just dont even know anymore. Everything I try to do fails and im so lost