I don’t want to be alone. Everyone dies and leaves and there’s no getting out of it and it fucking sucks. And somehow it only decides to happen when you start to love someone. It doesn’t matter platonically or romantically even as a parent figure. We all die and we all go somewhere we don’t even know what happens. When we die do we actually go to heaven or do we just turn into a clump of dirt. What even happens to us? I’m scared to die but if it happens it happens ig I just hope I see them again eventually.