My dad recently died and I’m really messed up about it. He was shot in the head in my front yard by someone and police won’t do anything to investigate. And I’m pretty sure my mom is depressed and idk what to do. I feel like everyone would be better if it was me who was standing there instead of him. I miss my dad, every day I wish I could have spent more time with him and showed him how much he meant to me. Love your life if you read this because you don’t know when it ends and you don’t know who Is going to cry for you. Cherish every moment because those moments even if they are bad, don’t last forever.