I feel like a waste. Everyday i wake up i know it, i feel like i let every opportunity out of my hands and just makes me feel like a waste of air. good people trying to help me and i reject the first opportunity to better my life. im getting to that age where i feel like once its all gone im gonna end up on my bum with no opportunity and one day they will never come again looking for me and those golden opportunities and im the clown under the spot light underneath my peers who took "my spot to be better". But hey if it helps someone get successful ill be a clown. just don't laugh at me, as i become smaller and smaller