I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I mean, I DO have people in my life, but I don’t feel like I can talk to them about the stuff that’s going on. I hide everything with a smile, and pretend it’s all okay. I’m the type of person to truly listen to someone, but I need someone who can listen in MY life, and it sure as hell can’t be me. I just want to feel…numb. The stupid feeling in my mind that I cannot comprehend are getting to me. I just, I don’t know…I just want someone to listen. For once.