im so selfies. what did Malcolm say? "Im a nice guy". I'd like to believe that i can be the same but i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is someone whos got nothing. i look at artist that i see and hear about and their lives aren't but are kinda like mine, it makes me think im no different from these people but Decalius- A miserable life is like everyones rage toward the world but i dont know im just saying things artist are just relatable. Vincent van goh, seem like a miserable man, don't know if thats true but never seen a painting of his feel lively besides the ones covers head to toe with yellow. i evy things like that because how can you be so popular and still feel the way you do, makes people like me feel more like trash. "people like me"? what am i even saying if their were people like me then why don't i see them around, only expleination is that the aren't out there, or just good at hiding themselves in that crowd, well i guess vise vera. im a loser, coward that suks