Im doing this again because im trying to get my mind off of relapsing. My mom neglects me. She takes away food as a punishment. She makes fun of my r@pe. I was also never taught basic hygiene, and cause of this my teeth are awful, I barly shower, and I have LICE which my mom REFUSES to help me get rid of it. I told her I need to get rid of it because it's making me worse and she called it a life lesson and that if I wanted to get rid of it I would have to do it myself. Which i cant because its costs money. I'm hungry, I haven't eaten in a week. And I have no money and I don't know what to do.