Im 12. My mum really pisses me off. She’s constantly in a panic and yelling. Im going on holiday today. She argued with to my dad for hours yesterday. She bought me a dress and it was cute but far too tight. Like to the point I couldn’t take a proper breath. I felt like if I took a deep breath it would rip. I kept telling her to take it off and I couldn’t breathe and I was starting to panic but she yelled at me and called me ungrateful. I wanted to bring 3 books (journal, wordsearch and sketchbook) and she convinced me they wouldn’t fit. They could. Shes bringing a cubic metre of skincare and has 4 different shavers. Not joking. She put my sketchbook in and then shoved on the Quran. “You can bring this instead unless you want to burn in hell”. Wtf. I don’t want to be religious, it feels like a cage and I hate it. I can’t retaliate. I feel like a clown whenever she’s nice to me. I want her to die already. She always yells and screams and manipulates me and I feel like a horrible child.