TW!! im twelve years old in the past five years i've been exposed to gre, prn websites, discord, and many other disgusting things It all started when I was rped by my brother who was 14 multiple times And right after this I was thrown into public school in the 3rd grade as an alternative transmale Which is just a catcall for bullying I've been bullied every day every year and every week since then I'm going into 7th which might be when I snap In 4 grade whilst being introduced to discord I told people I was 14 to make friends, because the only irl friend I have doesn't like me very much and my gf which i didnt have at the time doesn't count Until I met a guy He was 19 and I had told him I was nine He didn't care, he said it was okay In my time of being "friends" with guy I was grmed forced into sexual videos and worse I ended up unfriending him around 11 But now I cant handle the fact knowing I could be in a prn website I cant handle this anymore I might commit