I am unsure on my unsureness of my gender. For most of my life I was mostly sure I was a he/him male. But for the past couple of years I have thought about a more feminine side of me. I have even tried things like going be she/her online sometimes, cross dressing a bit. But I can’t tell if this exploration is me actually exploring me being trans, or if it is my brain confusing my attraction for feminine things and being feminine isn’t actually me. I also know and interact with trans people in my life. And I don’t know if that has an impact on what I think I am. It could be real, or it could be my brains “monkey see monkey do” thought process which I am prone too.