I get upset over things and then shame myself because it isn't that bad. People around me have it worse and I just need to suck shit up because it's not the end of the world just because my words were shifted into something sassy when I swear I'm not trying to be. Like, just because I was abused and manipulated by my friends doesn't mean I should be THIS depressed. People around me are probably having a worse day than me and they don't need my shitty self to be weighing them down. I hate myself SO much dude...