I'm in love with my corporal. I want him so bad but I cant. Hes listened to everything I say. Hes let me rant about all the shit that happened when I was younger with my parents and ex-boyfriend, held me when I had panic attacks at 3am, bought me food when I started struggling to eat, even just sat in my room until I fell asleep to make sure I did. Hes the first person who makes me feel like an actual person, not a burden or something that needs to be fixed. Just a broken person who just needs to know someone cares. There have been night the barracks get drunk, and he has his arm around me and makes sure no guy does anything creepy to me. I just know I want him and it drives me mad.
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