and call me dramatic,but i genuinely dont think my friends like me. like they only ping me when they want something from me,not bcs they actually have something important to tell me. like today for instance; i'm supposed to go to the pool with my best friend like shes been BEGGING to,and when i actually try to persevere on the idea,like actively about to go. NO ONE responds to me. and i hate texting extra bcs it makes me feel desperate. however,texting a groupchat and NO ONE responds? just say u h8 me atp. and it happens so consistently. and then on top of that,when ppl get mad,they get mad MAINLY AT ME. for no dam reason.