My ex and I broke up years ago. I wish I could say it was something she did or just amicable but it wasn’t. Truthfully I was a terrible partner. My mental health was at an all time low and unfortunately I took it out on them. Combining this with a general immaturity and lack of empathy eventually took its toll, and she’d had enough. The thing is though that I really really loved them, and losing them broke my heart in a way I still haven’t recovered from. It feels like since then I’ve never felt truly happy to be around someone the way I was with them. I miss them so much, and I wish I’d been better. They’ve long since moved on and I’m still stuck.