living in this house feels like a fucking prison. I'm 14 so i can't even move out or away my dads a massive fucking prick always spewing about god and whatever and i'm so sick of him. I finally asked my mum to get my septum pierced and she said yes so i saved up the money and made the appointment then the week before he turned around and said no i couldn't get it bc its what an animal gets basically saying id look like and animal if i got it. He keeps saying it's for my own good but it's not i've been depressed since i was 11 and i rarely ask for things bc I get pocket money so i normally don't need to ask, maybe i'll ask for things maybe once a year I'm an army cadet and he hates me being that too im just so sick of him, i don't keep a diary anymore because he kept going through it and screaming at me about it. I dread coming home everyday i have things some people don't a ps5, a tortoise, a phone but i had to beg for years for these things ik im prolly spoiled but i just needed this