I'm lost at what to do in life. As much as I want to be an animator I know that that dream is out of my league. I'd rather die than not achieve it but I still wish to be alive. I thought of becoming an art teacher but college scares me so bad. And then I thought maybe I should just become an art model. But I'm nervous at the idea of having to be nude. Do I have to do nude sessions? Or is it optional? What do I do? Idk what i want. I judt want to give up but idk i still exist. I'm scared about my future. And no matter how much I pray to god I'm scared that there will never be any guidance for me. Was life just not made for me? I'm so lost. I'm scared of the future